I am a woman who has been committed, admitted and invited into places most people do not even want to talk about. Psych wards, rehabs, prisons and jails. Through these EDucational experiences, I have learned the human heart is fragile, easily broken when rejected, neglected and abused.
I have learned that one can only take being beaten down so many times before they cannot get back up on their own. Interventions need to take place so restoration, recovery and redemption can be embraced.
I have learned through my EDucational experiences that whether you are committed, admitted, or invited you are just as valuable, no matter how you made it through the doors of the places most people choose not to go.
I have learned that mental breakdowns, drug addictions and prison all feel the same. They rob one of their dignity and strip them of their identity.
The human soul longs to be free yet frailty and shame keeps the spirit shackled. Would one choose the road of despair on purpose? I would say not so. A result of the hands of those who should have loved, or strangers who should have known better.
Then on day, you are handed a get out of jail free card. All of a sudden, the freedom you had been praying for and dreaming about does not look so inviting. The get out of jail card looks scary from behind the invisible, predictable bars you have been hiding behind most of your life.
The freedom being handed to you looks heavy and hard, the fear of the unknown scars you more then the chains you have become accustomed to. You squint, you peer into the future and you see is in the distance familiar faces of those who had gone before you.
No chains, no shackles no bars to be seen. Thoughts swirl around in your head, “how can I walk away from the only life I know?” Then you say to yourself, “If they can do it so can !.” Courage wells up deep inside, you grab the get out of jail card and you run as fast as you can. You call out to those ahead of you and they turn around to greet you, arms wide open. They gently whisper, “follow us.”
Thank you for letting me share.